Scepticism

Army of sex workers, FUCK YOU. I will never ever consider truthful at all of you, whores. My instinct was absolutely true that I shouldn't trust nasty bitches like them. You just like a cheap prostitutes, begging on useless men for coarse at filthy dark streets. All of you makes me want to puke because you just like unhygienic sluts. Go to hell. Hopefully all of mindless + unintelligent people like them will pay for all the stuffs those they had done. Talk shit about me won't make you prettier and smarter than me, STUPID(!)

I know I'm being too emo on this entry. And I didn't update this blog for a such a long time. But now, I'm just pissed off.

Love is crazy

No entry for yesterday and yes for today. Hi. I woke up about an hour ago. It's already tardy. But I have an excuse why I can sleep till another 30 minutes before 12. I didn't went to bed last night. I played LAN games till I took my meal for sahur. my spinal column was about going to crack but I'm static on the chair. September 12th was my dad's birthday. Happy Birthday. May Allah bless you. I love you, ayah. Moving on, I already receive my new lens yesterday. Can't wait to put it in my cornea. And I was wondering when I'm gonna take off the steel that embrace my teeth. I have to stick around with braces for about another 18 months. Raya, come here, pronto. Please. I wanna gather with my big family and lots of $$$. But I'm gonna gain a few kilograms because of the countless amount sugar and fats I'll take. -__-

Night and sunbeam

Hi. I didn't go to school today. I am a indolent brat. Woke up at 10 and remove the bedspread and quilt from my bed. I saw my brother was going out and he said he want to go to mall. Swiftly I took a shower and just leave the eiderdown on the floor. So not sensible. I bumped to the mall and try to find my mom. Yeah, she's there. I told her that I really have to get those pumps. I don't have much time to go to other places to buy a pair of shoes. Raya is on the corner. Next week I have to help my mom bake more biscuits and spring cleaning the habitation. But my mom bought me a pair of sequin flats instead of a pair of heels. I had a DotA battle with a few anonymous I found in Garena. There was a Chinese guy in the game effing and blinding about Malay people. He think only their race are really masterly in games. Disabled thinking from non-educational people. I leave that game just like that. What for play game with people that don't respect other people. After drop out from that bloody game, I went to Husna's place. We start with instruct her to solve an equation in Chemistry. I am not a capable tutor I tell you because the 'learning activity' become a 'gossip activity'. Haha. Talk and talk and talk. We intend to bake cupcakes and then I went back home. This lethargic girl needs her beauty sleep.

Painted faces

Hi. I choose not to go to school today. I told my mother that I slothful to go to school and she said OK but I have to bake cookies for the eid. I take a nap, I stroll to the kitchen lazily. After baking the cookies, I lie on the rug in front of the idiot box and rattle on about hungryness. I act like a toddler, seriously. If you hear and look at me, you will get annoyed.
Moving on, i haven't buy a shoes for Raya. I really need a pumps. I saw a pumps at the mall. It was so fetching. I wanna I wanna I wanna to have it! Plus, the other rationale for me to get that pumps is they have discount on that stilleto. I will pledge my mom to buy it for me. Hihi. And, I adore this ring. Hopefully I can get it :) I wanna tell about this mortifying statement. I been vanquish by Syafiq in Dday. Sigh. I don't know whether I want to go to school or not tommorow. Duh. So drowsy now. Goodnight.

False pretenses

Hi. I've just back from mosque. Nothing much happen today. I am totally lazy to write another sentence. Goodnight.

Sense of control

I didn't post any entry for a few days because of my bones need to idle. Hah. Well, last Friday, I went out with Azzahara, Anggun, Nathilia and Husna. Azzahara had a rendezvous at the beauty center while 4 of us decided to watch Final Destination 4. That motion picture is suck, for me because I'm terrify with that stupid chain that gonna kill people, one by one. Sadly, Husna had to leave us earlier because she's going back to her hometown. Husna is not there beside me for me to blindfold my eyes with her arms, so I use Nathilia's arms since she also frighten. Haha. I felt so relieve when the movie is ended. I rather watch a person kills people than things move and assemble to kill people. I went back after bought some groceries and send Azzahara home. On Saturday, I just do my day off routine and the best part is, I had a DotA battle with Syafiq. Haha. I can smell of victory in the air. HAHA. I know, I sounds like a freak and 'poyo'. Haha. Sorry Syafiq, it's not 'nasib'. Pillows, blanket, and kitty here I come! Tomorrow is another day in school. Fuckity fuck. I despise to go to school. Btw, here's some snapshots on Friday.

Killing Me Softly

Today, I realised that learning is fun. Haha. It's fun when my favourite subjects period. Lalala. I think my history teacher is hilarious. I really delight in that class. I skipped Account class with Azzahara and babbling with her at the stairs. After went to the toilet with her, I saw Nathilia was in the sun. She said that she felt cold inside. The class ended and we run down the stairs cause we scared that the teacher might use the stairs. So silly. I can't upload any illustrations because of the bitchy Network Connections. Really lazy to type some more. I wanna play Defense of the Ancients. Bye.

Countless lovers

1st September was adequate. I go to school as usual. And there was weekly assembly. Uh, so uninteresting. The hall was hot and sweaty all over, here and there. Today, I slept in Biology class. Great. I should concentrate in that class, but the weather makes me to snooze. When I'm in Chemistry lab, Chinese girls were making noise and makes the teacher pissed off. Okay, they were disturbing me to keep my mind on about nitrate salts, carbonate salts and so on. Tasks during holidays still I haven't done yet and the teachers add another tonne. Raya is just around the corner. I haven't buy anything yet. I need some new shoes, a handbag and green contact lens. Oh yeah, and a few tops and trousers. And black waist belt. Sparklers, just wait for my mom to buy it for me. Got to prepare the meal. Bye.

Tied down

I've just took my shower. Feels so refreshed. Yesterday, I slept at Haslina's house because there were Amira and other cousins there. Oh btw, thanks Syafiq for the guitar. I appreciate it. And his friend in the car was totally cute. Hee. I left my pendrive at Haslina's. Great. I have to wait till school reopen so that she can pass it to me. I gotta go to go to my aunt's place. Till then.

Uncertainty

*Grin :D

I've just sahur and my tummy is really full now. Feels like it wanna burst! I drank H20 about 4 or 5 cups. Can't recall. Well yesterday, I'm sick :'( My stomach excreted too much of gastric juice. Sigh. That pain makes me drink that alkaline milk to neutral my stomach because of too much acid. Dang, I hate that medicine. It's already Friday and that means I've only have 3 days to do my holiday routine : watch idiot box, Internet, sleep and eat. But now is Ramadan, no more eat. I haven't touched anything yet. Yeah, homework. I've got tonnes of 'them'. I know the consequences if I didn't do the tasks, but still, 'lazy'.
I'm sleepy now, and I know it's not good to sleep after dawn. Anyway, haven't done my prayer yet. Bye.

Speechless

Hello. I've deleted all my previous posts and wanna start it all over again.
Today, all Muslims in the world were fasting, so do I. Had my meal during twilight and go to mosque for Terawih prayer. Hopefully this Ramadan will be meaningful, insya-Allah. It's already 'minuit' and I have to get some sleep :)